i'm back!!

wow, i haven't been on here in forever!! reading thru all my old posts i can't believe how much i've grown and learned. i felt like i kinda had a death sentence, stuck in a world i didn't want to be part off. i don't know what changed, but something just clicked in my head. life has peaks and valleys, and when the valleys come you can either sink with them or rise above. it's easy to be sad and angry for what has been put on your plate. it takes strength and faith to rise above. looking at laine and brycer i just want whats best for them. they deserve the best of the best, and that includes a happy mom. life has enough downfalls, but they don't need an unhappy home being on the list of things that will stink.