Wow, it's been awhile!!

i didn't mean to let so much time go in between post's, but time it really flying. plus i'm not spending as much time on the computer. the weather has been getting nicer and i'm trying to get out more with munchkins. all the activity really helps with the weight watchers. tonight is weigh-in again. i had a really bad week, being sicker than a dog doesn't help. i hope it's not too discouraging.

we've got some important dates coming up, the 18th we are going to a "find out the sex of our baby" party. should be really fun. but i'm kinda scared, i haven't seen some of these ppl since bryce's funeral and i'm kinda nervous how ppl will respond to us. the 19th will 4 months that he has been gone, i still can't believe it. he is still the first person i want to call/text with news. i miss him every second of every day. :( the 20th we are going to see a medium at the embassy theatre in fort wayne. lisa williams(she's been on oprah and lifetime, we all have mixed emotions about this. we just really hope bryce is there and comes thru with something. we have all been talking to him and we are suppose to bring something like a pic or something he could be drawn too. it's so crazy!! i never thought i would be going to see a psychic in hopes of talking to my dead husband. then again i never thought i would be a widow at 32...... the 22nd patty, laine, brycer, and i are flying down to FLORIDA!! we'll be gone till the end of april. i hope the weather warms up in the next couple weeks. it's gonna stink to go there and it be chilly. we have so much planned to do, i can't wait!! the kiddo's are starting to beat each other up so i gotta run! have a great day everyone!!